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My Reasons:
🌼 So I can finally love myself
🌼 I can be cute and smol
🌼 Lingerie
🌼 I can have a girlfriend and not constantly be comparing myself to her
🌼 All the clothes
- 🌼 Tights/stockings with a sweater over top
- 🌼 Crop tops and shorts
- 🌼 Sun dresses
- 🌼 Cute little pjs
🌼 So I can have my picture taken and be ok with it
🌼 So I dont take an extra hour crying at the mirror when I’m trying to get ready for the day
🌼 To go out and not hate myself for eating
🌼 To not hate myself for eating in general
🌼 Then maybe I’ll feel worthy of touch and love.
🌼 I wont feel like I have nothing. (It may not be much but at least I’ll know I look nice when the rest of my life is falling apart)
🌼 Tattoos on my tummy will look hot
🌼 Tattoos anywhere will look hot
🌼 I’ll look pretty in public, at home, and in my casket.
All the fucking reasons.
I just dont want to fucking hate myself anymore.
🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼🌼
Omg I can be at my ugw in 6 months if I only eat 500 cal a day 💖 wish me luck!!
This shirt was tight on me.
1.5 months, 29 lbs lost.
no sleepies for me
God, give me the courage to end it now.
Amen.
I’d say today was a good day.
So I made a thing ♡
5:47 am
What is sleep???
《Do you want to be putrid and repulsive?》